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Tuesday
Oct262010

Shadow

You must make friends with the shadow or you will die.

A simple sentence written on a marvelous, sunny day in the Sinai desert. You must make friends with the shadow or you will die. I continue to be amazed (although not particularly surprised) by the subtle and not-so-subtle ways that messages I gathered while on pilgrimage continue to follow me home.

The contrast of landscape and weather between fall in the Pacific Northwest and anytime in the desert couldn’t be much greater. We are experiencing deluges of blowing rain. My feet are already threatening to grow webs and the shadows come in the form of muted grays everywhere instead of pockets of charcoal tucked inside sun-soaked rock formations. It is a time of transition from one season to another, from Africa to North America, from spaciousness to city, from ancient wisdom under each footstep to modern tugs for my attention at every turn.

I had a particularly difficult week last week and fortunately already had a session scheduled with my spiritual director. I went in with blank check in hand hoping she had more free time available, because I was certain I needed to spend the day unpacking with her. Alas, we kept to our hour session, but the work continued long after I left her home. Stopping at a nearby park, I pulled out my journal and while watching the turning leaves drift across my path, I let the words flow onto the page. Somewhere tucked inside the outpouring were these words: “Face my own shadows – aloneness – failure – incompetence.” I might as well have added “or you will die.”

Leaving Volunteer Park, I went the “wrong way” and while circling back around, I saw a beautiful golden retriever tied to a post where he was surrounded by lunch pails and pint-sized jackets. He was clearly the watcher for his children who were inside the building doing their own exploring. My heart tugged and I automatically pulled the car over and got out to greet him. He was the risen image of my dear old boy, Curry. He let me pet his coat and stroke his belly as if we’d been old pals forever. I gazed into his chocolate brown eyes and for a moment was lost in time as his unconditional love washed over me. Tears formed as I remembered the grace and care my companion of 13 years had offered to me without reservation. Curious to know who I had just met, I reached under his neck for his dog tags while asking, “What’s your name boy?” Turning over the silver medal, the name appeared in bold letters: SHADOW.

Need I say more? The message was clear to me – my own shadows long for unconditional love and care. They don’t deserve to be dismissed or shoved aside just because they’re uncomfortable. Desert? Rain-soaked earth? The message is still the same. I must make friends with my shadow or I will die.

Today I invite you to consider the places tucked in the shadows of your being that are waiting to be befriended. Today would be a great day to give your shadow a little light – no matter where you live ☺.

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Learning to make friends with my shadow side has been one of the most liberating and scariest things I've done on my journey. Before that I spent so much time and energy in denial I ever had one.

I don't think I could have even begun without the guidance of my spiritual director. I needed a safe place to simply be me in all of my humanity first.

October 26, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterHope

It's interesting that I was just visiting the blog of a dear friend and although she did not use the same word, shadow, to describe her feelings, she and you are addressing the same thing. (She lives in the Pacific Northwest, too.)

I was moved by how you wrote, and how you came to realize the action calling to you. Blessings.

October 26, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterMaureen

You are such a beautiful soul, Ms Lucy. Your shadow has many, many amazing gifts it wants to share with you. There is much beauty there, even though yes, it's terror going in.

Always worth it, though.

@Alas, we kept to our hour session, but the work continued long after I left her home ..."

I love this. Reminds me of the unforced rhythms of grace, even whilst in the pounding city with its technological ridiculousnesses :)

October 26, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterSue

PS: Shivers up my spine reading about Shadow. Beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, beautiful.

October 26, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterSue

ha, my reaction was the same as Sue's
shivers up my spine reading about you meeting Shadow incarnate :)

October 28, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterKel

hope - i agree so much with what you've written and especially the need for "a safe place to be me in all of my humanity." may we each continue to have those safe places in our lives!!

maureen - thanks for your words - it definitely gets "shadowy" this time of year in the PNW!

October 28, 2010 | Unregistered Commenterlucy

sue & kel - my dear aussie girls - i imagine your shadows are brightening up a bit this time of year - @ least weather wise ;)

it was indeed a spine tingling moment when i turned that tag over. i'm so glad i was able to convey that here.

thanks for stopping by & offering your words to me!!

xo

October 28, 2010 | Unregistered Commenterlucy

I think I just read this post at the most perfect time possible. Thank you for sharing and for your words...miss you!!!

October 29, 2010 | Unregistered CommenterErin

erin - you are most welcome - glad the words were timely :)

October 31, 2010 | Unregistered Commenterlucy

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